lepaskan tension! ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶

setelah seharian aku study Logic Circuit... pada jam 6 ptg.. aku rase sgt penat... plus aku lpar gileeee.... sbb x mkn.... lngsung... the aku wat kputusan ntok kuar berjalan2... telah mempelawa housemate ku bersama rakan dr UTM.. hahaha kami ke AEON Jaya Jusco Bandaraya Melaka.... kate kami CUCI MATA DARI JAUH SAHAJA... d mulakn dgn mira membeli shushi... next tako tao... then kami ke butik tudung UMYRA... norla nk tgok abg encem tuh... g Brands outlet... mira bli belt... pusing punye pusing.... aku ternmpk la ade 1 bnda ni..... idaman kalbu.... NIKON D90, D5000 and D3000.... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bile la nk kaye nih!!!!... then singgah ke mini toons... aku telah nmpk casing silicon iPhone yg sgt menarik... lalu aku membeli.. yang mane tujuan asaal aku msuk kdai tu ntok cr TABUNG!!!! aku nk start menabung la... ntok DSLR... ntok MAKAN... ntok SHOPPING... ntok JALAN2... n of course ntok KAWEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeeeee.... neext.. move on.. having a LUN-NER.... LUNCH + DINNER... hahaha Berkat Salam... set masak asam ikan pari 1! telur dadar n ABC... kehausan!!!! pnya la beria kami order......... skali mengira2 duit.. msing2 sengal.. x check duit dlm kocek.. hahaha hamek ko.. smpai je Berkat Salam... jmpe r ngan Zhana Zulkifli... kire2 duit.. last2 tawakkal.. ak g kaunter.. trus sbut mkn ape.... malu.. takot wet x de.. hahaha :P pengalaman mnyerinookan.... PLAY!

buat aku tersenyum! (｡◕‿◕｡)

morning!!!!

wake up early in da morning.. @ 5 a.m....

suddenly...............................

guess what????

hahahahahahahahaha

nothing..... :P

weeeeee ~~

what a happy day..

having enough rest yesterday.. n now i'm startedto study...

got 3 more enemies waiting....

let's breakfast and study! till then!

HAPPY!

Breakfast.... :)

hye.. morning.. got breakfast already.. having my breakfast at McD Ayer Keroh.. with Shiro.. it's been for two days i've taken the same menu of breakfast.. it's the BIG BREAKFAST!!!! what a messy week.. yesterday i took no sleep at all!! great huh?? hahahaha BLURR then... tired! going to sleep.. anyway.. BLURRPPP.. :)

the second battle

dear.. here we go.. tomorrow is my second paper for this final.. ELECTRICAL TECHNOLOGY... a.k.a BEKG... yoshh... can i??? will i??? hurmmm still questioning myself.. it doesn't tough at all.. but then why i can't do it?? coz i didn't do the exercises n tutorial.. not didn/t at all... but lack of... GOD! whut the HELL!!!! crazy aten.. lazy... people around me keep on studying but i can't.. felt like fainted.. yet vommitting... FUCK! got 2 more chapter to cover up... tutorials n then.. can i sleep?? don't think so... shit! bla bla bla... need sum1 please.... where is DE**???? yesterday he sang and play the guitar for me.. eventhough we doesn't have any relation other than friends... he's nice brother.. lil bit childish... want that song.. called DIHATI... please.... anyone who can play the guitar???? hurm.. PROCEED... take care dear...



with love...

why me???

dear...

gonna write him again today...

dia nmpk dingin lately

aku pon x tau knape.. mls nk tnya.. kang dia ckp bnda yg same..

" ok je, npe??"

tu je jwpn yg dia mmpu bg.. hurmm aku pon x psti la... kenapa n mengapa???

smlm.. all of sudden dia sgt2 laen... tbe dia tnya...

" u ade post pape ke kt wall fb i??"

i ckp " x de.. nape??"

"nothing.. tnya je."

i ask him back.. "nape plak tnya??"

the answer is " x la.. rase cam x best je.."

"ape yg x best nye??"

"rase cam x slesa la" dia ckp...

pastu i pon respon la..." ok la kalo u x slesa.. i x kn sekali pon post kt wall u..."

dia ckp lg " n lg 1.. nnt delete ea relationship status tuh.."

WOW!!!! great idea he thinks... FUCK OFF!!!!

semudah tu je ke???? ermm teruk btol la... xpatot.. aku ni mainan ke????

nak amek.. x nk buang???? am i????? DAMN!

down gile.. elok2 aku ade mood nk study.. jd x study aku... ermmm mane nye nk study.. bagai nk gile aku sesak nafas... da la aku nga semput n dmm.. lg la mcm nk MAMPUS!!!

arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dia x tau kesengsaraan ku... yg dia tau... DUMB aku!!!! SHIT!!!!! BULL SHIT!!!! huh!... aku ade mase dlm 4 hr je ntok study BEKG n TITAS.. hope that i can make it for real.... kwn2 ade... diorg la aku nye pnyelamat.... thnx to zaty, mary, apiz, kak umi, tipaark, haziq, kak eca n pnut... korg la pnyelamat aku mlm td.. THOUSANDS of LOVES for all of u... take care my darls....

with love

demam, selsema n batuk.. apekah???

sick???

flu???

cough???

oh my GOD.. why does it happen to me?? it's final week.. come on.. heal me, wanna study for my next paper.. please!! there is a story to tell...

it's about yesterday... woke up.. go to mydin... bought some groceries... and quickly drove to JJ to meet my beloved ones... Peejot n Amal.. having lunch together.. went to visit my friend with her 2 babies... Nisa.. so cute of them.. Nisa, take a good care of yourself dear... then went back home.. mama said that she's going to Jakarta for some donation for the tsunami victims.. hope that mama will be good there... think that tonyte will be my busy nite.. open up the books.... read it! n practice it! i WILL!!!! dear.. u r seems to be far from me.. i think that u doesn't need me.. maybe.. take care..

regards~~

critical and creative??? am i????

huh! for GOD sake... BLURR at all!!!! damn! got the tips but really can't remember... anyway.. done for 1 paper....

HURT!

dear blog...

it's a disaster day today... tomorrow i got my 1st final paper for this semester.. very unlikely subject... i hate coz this subject make me READ n MEMORIZE!!!!!!!! shit... what he hell are this.. got headache from day till nyte.. Ya ALLAH.. please help me... i'm hoping that You'll guide me tomorrow... when i'm this situation.. i'll find the one whom always be my ears... ready to hear anything from me n give an advice... but not tonight.. he keep on saying that i'm wrong... FUCK! DAMN! am i??? it's all about carry marks... he said that it doesn't gud enuff... it's all my effort... is it my fault??? he SCOLDED me! really can't think.. my heart stop beating.. my mind stop thinking.. my lips stop talking.. I HATE U!

my breath~~~

Sejuta nafas cinta

Bergelut rindu dendam

Membuat diri hilang arah dan pedoman

Sejuta nafas cinta

Mengintai hijab kasih

Membuat diri asyik dan kasmaran

Sunyi mengundang ilham indah kata-kata

Sepi mencipta madah hias duka lara

Kau penawar jiwa

Kau sinar segala-gala

Andai cinta GURAUAN untuk apa TANGISAN

Beralah malam siang bertakhta

Hariku masih gelita

Beredar hujan panas berlegar

Rindu masih tegar

Sejuta nafas cinta

Menyulam rintih pilu

Membuat diri racau dalam lamunan

nga ngadap buku nih.. still thinkin' bout him or lebih tepat lg.. bout' us... he's really busy... okay then.. never force him to be with me 24/7... juz missing him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo DAMN much!

selamat malam angkasaraya~

obsession!

ORANG MUDA!!!!

tak ada yang dapat di duga....

ORANG MUDA!!!!

masa depan di tangan mereka

tak selamanya muda

MEREKA AKAN TUA

tak selamanya muda

AKAN MATI JUGA!!!!

obsesi by HUJAN~

puzzled???

aku ingin bermimpi denganmu

ke awana untuk teman bintang bulan

kerananya lebih terang sinarnya

dengan kehadiran KAU & AKU

bagiku kaulah yang TERINDAH

manisnya senyuman anugerah TUHAN

memarakkan api dalam diriku

tak pernah aku sangka ada

rungsingnya buatku

asyik memikirkan DIRIMU

KAU umpama susun silang kata

yang terAKHIR untukku

sekian lama ku mencari

rupa-rupanya di depan ku

hidup ini tak bererti jika tiada CINTA di hati

untuk terus ku teguh berdiri

dan tak kira apapun yang terjadi dalam mimpiku

usahlah ia berakhir

TANPAKU MEMILIKMU!

Aizat~

Dear, i guess that i'm missing u so much sayang... know that u're quite distance away from me.. even that, u r still always in my heart... so to my soul... wishin' that could see u always.. having dinner together.. i'll cook for you... whatever you wish.. i'm willing to do... spending our ample time hangin' around... i know it's impossible.. but we can try to make it happen... keep your hardworking... gain your experience.. will always support you whatever it takes... be my soul...

with love....

regards~

battle!

seems like got 1 more day to go 4 my 2nd sem's final exam.. am i ready to cover up everythin'??? am i??? can i??? will i??? yosh! can't imagine if i do da same thing as last sem... my bad!!! still thinking that can i be more focused???? erghhhhhh! tell me NURFATIN ZAYANI.... anything i'll update it later... sumthing is wrong here.. gtg... love~

me n u???

why???

why must it happen???

to me...

to you...

to US???

u leave me... now u want me...

what does it mean???

trying to fool me???

yosh!!! can't imagine if it's really happen....

what do you want actually???

tell me da truth...